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syg~
kalau kita kawin hidup susah macam mana pun xada apa...sy bukan orang senang..sy kecik2 dulu pun memang orang susah...susah je nak dapat makan..kalau makan pun makan nasi putih dengan kicap je...tapi sy xcakap apa pun bukan sebab sy kecik tapi sy tau apa yang family sy mampu bagi dekat sy...mak ayah sy kawin muda juga...mak umur 18 dah kawin...ok je...mula memang la hidup susah sikit...tapi kan kita mesti ok..sebab dua2 pun kerja..macam family sy dulu ayah je kerja mak xkerja pun...tapi pun xcukup makan...so sy boleh je faham dan sy xakan kisah pun...sebab sy kawin dengan u pun sebab sy tau u boleh jaga sy,syg sy..lagi pun kita dapat je duduk dekat..hari2 jumpa..boleh tengok u hari2...boleh jaga u...u takut ke syg?? sy pun takut..tapi sy tau kita akan ok kalau macam ni...xsusah2 pun...u boleh jaga sy + sy boleh jaga u..kan?? pasal duit?? kenapa masa kita sama2 dulu ok je?? makan magi je..sy xada cakap apa pun kan...ok je kan..sumpah sy xkisah pun hidup macam tu..sebab sy tau sy nak dekat sebelah u je syg....apa2 jadi pun kita boleh fikir sama2...cari duit pun sama2...sy tau sy pagi kerja,habis kerja sy tau syg sy dah tunggu sy dekat rumah..kita makan sama2,semua pun sama2...siap2,,sy teman u pula kerja malam...sy memang xnampak susah kawin..sebab hati sy kata "nadzirah akan happy dengan lai kwong huat"...apa2 mula pun memang susah...tapi kena la fikir side baik,,jangan fikir susah dulu..kalau u fikir semua susah,,memang akan jadi susah...kita mula dari 1 syg,,baru dapat 10...ok?? jangan la pening,marah2 macam ni...sy jauh..sy makin susah hati je macam ni...sy boleh sabar,u pun mesti boleh...selasa kita jumpa ok syg...sy syg u je..memang xada orang lain dah dalam hidup sy selain u...apa2 sy buat pun memang sy fikir u je...sy free kerja pun memang msg u je syg...sy syg u banyak sangat...sorry la..ayah sy memang susah...awal2 lagi memang sy dah cakap ni...betul bila kawin memang dia xkacau dah...u boleh tanya mak sy,,,mak lagi kenal ayah...love u syg..jangan la susah hati lagi syg...ok?? love u...muah3!!

badMoob......

kenapa???buat apa???sy betul tak faham la nak apa lagi ??saja nak raya cina je dengan syg je....tak boleh ke?bukan sebab sy tak nak kasih je call ayah u cakap....tapi memang rasa susah je....sy budak jahat meh? ke baik sangat ? sy saja tak nak family risau sangat saja tak nak buat hal kasih family sy je....kenapa nak jumpa pun susah >?syg betul la ayah u memang nak tanya2 je...dia tak pecaya sy....lagi pun dia nak tau je beul ke family sy boleh accept ke anak dia cina dengan malay....memang ada sakit hati je...masa u dah balik JB ayah u cakap je apa2 u nak...tapi memang apa pun nanti minta ada je sebab..ada je lain bende dia nak...sy betul tak faham ada apa je masalah ?kalau dengan sy balik raya?hal ni besar sangat ke?sy dah buat banyak hal kasih family sy dah...sy tak nak call pun sebab tak nak family sy nanti risau je tak tau anak dia buat apa lagi....betul ayah u pun susah2 je...ingat kan ayah u dah baik sangat je dengan sy...apa u suruh sy buat pun sy dah kan?minta maaf dengan dia sebab kuantan tu...call je cakap kasih dia tau u datang KL nanti sy nak hantar u balik...tapi sampai sekarang nak pergi raya pun nak macam ni..zzzz...zzzz....sy bukan tak nak jumpa u ...bukan sy tak nak u teman sy raya...tapi betul susah je kalau cakap juah pun bukan juah sangat je...lagi pun saja 2-3 hari je boleh lama meh ?saja macam ni je tapi pun banyak je masalah...bukan anak dia tak balik pun nanti kan?ingat kan boleh jumpa u boleh je teman sy raya happy je nak naik bukit...tengok bintang2...pergi taman golore jalan2 (Lover Bridge)....zzzzzzzz

give u my heart

nah!!!!syg sy kasih hati u ok???tolong jaga hati sy baik2 tau....sama je jaga sy baik2....ye syg memang sy ingat la hari ni annivesery kita la......saja tak cakap apa2.....tapi sy nak cakap sperker tu sy suka sangat .....tiba2 sy tengok sperker tu dengan mr.cookie memang rindu u sangat tau.....cepat datang la nak pelut u sangat......rindu sangat......haha...kelakar hari ni boleh tengok u tidur je....kat webcam....tapi dah putus la....zzzz....zzzzz...hari ni suka tak???kita ym lama je....hehe...cakap2 bende huhu kan....suka tak?? kalau syg suka kita ym je bila pun boleh ok??.......love u syg muack3 jaga ya hati sy.....

Big question marks!

How i gonna face the truth...are u gonna choose me?? it's make me feel bad..why should we be this way?? why we different culture?? why??? i really love u in many way...but why should had this problem..i really need u by my side...but now i realize i can have u if u not choose my way...i let u go with my open heart..even broken..i let u go...because we had to do so..we still can be good friend kan?? plss let me be your friend...until u found 1 good girl for u,,i'll never interrupt your relationship...ok?? i need time to forget about u,so while u single pls let me be your friend ok syg??? sorry i give u much trouble since we meet..nadzirah always like this..i'm so sorry for that..i can't be your best girlfriend..i'm sorry if i broke your heart..if i know this gonna happen i'll never accept u as friend in the first place..i'll never let u taste this trouble even a bit...but it's to late now...i'm so sorry...but i want u to that i'll never forget our happiness and sadness,our joy,our laugh all inside our memory will remain until the death...even i married,or not also i never forget all thing about u...coz u are best thing ever happen in my life...i never forget your "perut" your smile,your "lesung pipit" all about u make me always smile..sometimes i laugh by my self and suddently people thing i'm crazy coz i smile all alone...even i always make u mad deep inside my heart i care about u,i know i'm wrong...but my head so staburn,,sorry...i love u so much..no matter what u choose i accept it..i never scold u,coz i know it's not u want to be this way... =)

1st time tulis blog....

syg sy 1st time tulis blog.....tak pernah pun...tapi sebab u sy tulis je....huhu....syg sy rindu u sangat rindu bau u, rindu suara u, nak peluk u, nak cium u, nak u teman sy.....tapi tak boleh kan jumpa u .....kita juah...tapi sy memang syg u je......hari2 masa bangun tidur pun 1st memang fikir u je......sy nak sangat hari2 boleh peluk u syg....tapi sebab u nak kerja dah sekarang tak apa kita sama2 cari duit je nanti kita nak pergi langkawi....banyak je bende kita nak buat kan....so kena rajin je kerja.....tapi syg u jangan gatal2 tau..!!!!janji ya.....

my lovely syg birthday.....

syg sy tau hari tu u birthday sy lupa....sy pun sedih sangat2...lepas tu sy bangun sy terus je fikir nak kasih u satu suprize...besar...no matter sy susah macam mana....sebab nak pujuk u je....haha..sweet kan....sy hari tu pun happy sangat sebab sy dapat pergi....kasih u cake...masa pun belum lepas....nyanyi lagu kasih u lagi...huhu happy tak syg.....LOVE U!!!!!!

love u!!

I LOVE U!!!! 

Syg~ 

i can't image how much i love u...u done to much for me...u sacrifies a lot for me syg!! even u have a lots of troublesome,u still help me...u still try to make me happy..to love deeply give u strength,being loved by someone deeply give u courage syg...so i hope we be everlasting for ever and through whatever problems that come,together..all up's and down's i'll be by your side syg..i want u to know this...all my heart belong to u syg..no one can own me like u do..no one can love me like u do...no one can make me crazy like u do...my heart belong to your,my soul dies for u,my eyes cries for u,and my empty arm always reach for u...i want to say sorry to u coz make u so damn tried and trouble for u..i really don't know it will ends like this syg..i hope u still love me..coz i always love u...i can't forget about what we through today..even for several hour...i do a lot of thing..i gonna miss u again and again and again...it's so long waiting 19december syg...but we have to wait for it...i know i'm gonna cry..but nothing we can do...we must be strong syg...don't think to much about your work ok syg...if are fired,u can tried another job..who know u gonna get a better job..with higher salary kan3??? i also can help u to find job syg..i always be there for u...u no need to keep a secret from me syg...i don't care..i'm your girlfriend so i must know everything about your problem and yourself syg!! u pun tau ni kan...if u don't want me to keep a secret from u,u must not keep a secret from me first..if u think i can accept what u gonna tell me,,,u are so wrong syg...even it's hard for me to accept it,,i always tried to accept it syg..coz i know u like this job...so we should share every problem...so we gonna be happily ever after syg...u don't worry about the meeting syg...if your boss talk about u,,just keep quite...if u can't hold your anger just msg with me syg...i wait for u..ok??? or if your boss scold u too much just walk off the meeting la syg...thats a easy one..but if u do that means u take a big risk kan syg...take your time syg..think about this...don't take a short distance...take a long distance..even it take a lots of time it give u a good result la syg....i just want u to know that i love u so much..and i love u more than u know...thanks a lot for today syg...sorry coz not give u a comfortable place to sleep...i watch your face sleeping,so touch la syg...makes me so peacefull syg... ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥